i wish i could blog all about how beautiful and picture-perfect life is...but often i realise its not. i wish i could blog about how wonderful my days are but i'm constantly bogged down by life's pressures. i wish i could blog of how amazing and terrific my life is in all aspects, yet the truth is there's still failures n mistakes i've made. Someone once said, "If u have no illusions, u will not have disillusions." How true. So Sher, walk in truth. Total and complete truth. No illusions, so u will not be deluded. This will be a wise choice. At the junction, she froze. The hindrance of pride, rejection felt. Amidst, she sense the withdrawing. Would she or would she not. The arguments, the thoughts, the ego. Against the cross, the laying down, the meekness. It was coming to an end. She dragged one foot out. Then the other. And more. Once again, she dies to herself. "Make right", He said. "Strength, He will pull you through your problems..." "Leadership, career, family...Cast your burdens to Him...Your Jehovah Jireh..." "You're tired physically...feel like your physical strength has hindered u in this marathon... Feel like giving up, feel like stopping...but you will not stop..." "Remember what I told you in the beginning of SOT...to build strength..." Guess that's a lot from Him. Within a day... Only proves that He created me. Need affirming, affirming and reaffirming. Thank You =] Feel the spur to run again. Someone, anyone? Run with me? To experience the brush of wind across my face. Its great being alive and feeling alive. Isaiah 40:31 "But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength..." Smiles.